Category: grief
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Happy Re-Gotcha Day, Mico!

My darling girl is back home with me, on her gotcha day no less! @preciouscreature framed it as a re-gotcha day and I couldn’t think of a better way to put it. I miss Mico so much, and it’s so comforting to have her physically back with me, to be able to see her and…
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bittersweet

It’s been bittersweet being at our new place. There is a lot of relief and worry, grief and celebration, a heaviness to the cold air that refreshes me all the same. Through it all, the feeling that dominates me most, underneath all the existential dread of the world and my future, and our collective futures,…
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My body is ripping apart at the seams but at least my dog is doing great!

My baby girl is making me so proud with the progress she has been making! The last couple weeks she has seemed to TAKE OFF in her self regulation skills, which has always been the root of and largest piece of our challenges since day one! We have finally started to be able to co-sleep…
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Mico’s Anniversary

Mico’s anniversary was yesterday. It’s hard to believe it’s been a year. It doesn’t feel like it, but I suspect it never will. I’m continuing to work on her scrapbook. It’s slow work, and I have to work on it in small bits and pieces since life has just been So Much lately, but I…
