Tag: suicide
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This morning, I thought about ending my life. Here is what I did about it:

Trying to regulate my breathing made me feel like I was suffocating. “Mindfulness” felt like a mockery of my cultural and spiritual upbringing. Trying to be “present in my body” made me hyper aware of the pain I felt and the dysfunction within. I felt more shame and panic. Why wasn’t this working? Am I…